又好耐無打日記lu...有了facebook的生活.,大家都好似忘記左xanga gei存在lu !!

對上一篇的日記係五個月前lLKF的last day...換言之我係依到都做左5 個幾月lu.!!感覺是...没有..!! 說實在, 而家每一日我仍然有唔想做的感覺..真係好懷念以前的日子,並不是後悔,只是偶爾的懷念..!! 因為我知道人總是現實,總是要向前..!! 只係害怕還未改變感覺前我o既正能量總會係依份新工中耗盡....

今日好開心!!公司開Xmas party 我抽中左FOM gei 現金獎!!hoho!!! thanks grace gei luck 之手!! 第二個good news 係知道bouns 出幾多~yeahh!!!

last day in LKF last night...i will miss them so much so much!!! That s ture..!! Actually a bit sad and worry in this few days..worring how is my new life in Harbour Plaza, how s the colleague.....but as someone said...i can do it..!! a bit look forward to my new job again..!!

okeyyy!!! i m now in hoilday againnn!!~yo!!! 4 days left...."JAPAN"..i m coming!!!!!!!!!!yeah~! excited!!! first time take the flight myself..!!!! hoho~~

Now s 08:00 wake up again.....3rd days lar..!!!!!! i jst want sleep better...whts wrong !!!!!

jst finished 8days overnight shift, same as memefu said..passed it easlier than i thought..everynight not many gst, jst finished the paper work and night audit s ok!..but the most difficult thing i need to face is come from myself but not the work..!! 8 days...its seem to live in prison, when ppl work, when ppl go 4 hang out...me?..working...!!!! when i finished the work went to bed......ppl was working...!! everyday like this....=(( !!!! what i m afraid the most in my life is alone...(more than rats?..not really..haa..)...!!but in these 8 days...i felt absolutely alone!!!!! so SHIT for me!!!!! but for work...s a good chance practise me to be independent..s not bad!!!  anyway...back to normal from today ...yeahhhh =))  !!! afternoon shift today!!!last working day b4 overnight shift was 15 days b4.....half month....!!!Shocking!!!

SAD...

聽日係人生中的第一次overnight shift....消息太突然...真係好唔開心,仲有小小想喊tim...好唔想返,,....突然間...真係好想即刻唔做..!!

將來...到底會係點呢..!! 對於一個無夢想,無理想o既人...將來可以係點呢?

零晨三點...今晚目標係7點先訓..因為想訓晏d...聽晚返工無咁眼訓..但..我而家好眼訓....!!!!! =(

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to be continues..